Indefinite story 308

In my dream ,I tore up my dance cert issue from by the school infront of Principal and teachers.
This dream made me realised I haven't gotten over the results .
Maybe many had got over it , I didn't.
I having a over high ego .
That's why whenever I see others doing better than me , I detest it .
It made me detest dance for months , but it made me hated my school cca .
Those close to me , know why that I dislike my cca after last year's syf.
I dare to admit I really dislike my cca , even if you teachers ask me why .
I will tell you the reason why.

And even if the principal ask me why , I won't deny .