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那是太多回忆的不舍得。
就算想念也没办法从来一次。
时间永远不会倒流却回忆一但记得，永远可以倒转的回想。
不管是好的坏的，留在记忆的回忆全是珍贵的

Primary 6 students are leaving their primary school and everyone are so emotional sad over it .
Read some of their blogs .
Some cried and blahblahblah.
Hahs . Remembering in the past ,how much I did wish for South View Secondary School too.
But now , I realised how foolish I were to wish for that .
Gradually being a secondary school student , I may miss the primary school times that everyone had together and fun .
But how many friends last with me this long ?
I can just count it with my fingers .
We promised to contact each other but Hahaha . Thats all a lie indeed.
Empty promises.

But I know that I didnt cried when the last day of school had arrived.
I only cried due to my results .
I thought I was going to NA stream with the score 176 due to a dream I had .
Intheend , I got higher than that and managed to get into West Spring .
I cried due to the joy yet some cried due to their not so good results.
Till now , I still remember some girl who claim that she will be able to attain a better score and get into a better school than me .
So what happen in the end ? Who went into the better school?
Who got the better results?
I was rather angry over this matter till now .

Mummy told me that Mdm Ling missed me , Lolly too .
And of course the class 6.5/6.6
Yeah , I do miss the times I had as a primary school student .
I missed her too , Mdm Wati , Mdm Toh , Mrs Han , Mr . Naza .
1G - 4G , 5.5 , 6.5/6.6 Everyone .
I missed Latin dance classes , remedial , enrichment classes and class excursions.
All these are just wonderful memories left to be kept...



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Caution : Vulgarities will be used this part.
Choose not to read .
I just need to vent my anger this way round ...

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Today, I was really damn fucking furious about some people in some place .
I was furious with them in the way they treat my mum ok .
How many damn years my mum helped you guys in every way she could ?
Nowadays , where is the respect to my mum ?
You bloody pampered kids are getting bad to worse!
So what if you got a fucking Gold with honors for once only .
Show me what skills you have seriously .
For this award , you all get to go to Korea and compete with others.
HAHAHA . Competing with others ? Oh well .
Korea trip , you said you didnt need my mum as some parents are going along with .
I mindset that something is bound to happen and make you all worry down there.
I am not saying I am damn freaking good but I am very sure that I am better than all of you.
1 award and you are able to go to other countries .
What about us who strive so hard for all the awards we wanted ?
We did we get?
No one will know who got the first Gold award and the numerous awards .
They will recognise the school name only .
& yes , you all got the 3rd gold for the school .
& its your 1st competition only .
Let me tell you something .
Its not fair for us when we are the ones who built the foundation for you guys and yet you all are the ones who get rewarded and have fun outside .
If you pampered kids are going to carry on any further , being proud of yourself and think that you are so bloody good .
You , are going to fall on 2010 .
I will be so glad to see that and laughing at you .

Back to my mum , you adults are worse still .
When you needed my mum , you just asked so friendly .
My mum just helpfully agreed to help .
Now what is this ? You dont even bother to tell her anything .
Freak you man .

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This piece is for Mummy .
Mummy , I know that you have feelings due to helping out for them so many years since the year I have been in there .
But , people dont treat you and respect you the way they used to .
Forget it . Stop going back .
You dont have the responsibility to take care of the kids .
You didnt agreed to take the salary .
You went there voluntarily .
You can just leave there any point of time
How many times I told you to leave that place?
Not even me , Brothers , daddy , aunt , everyone have told you to leave them alone .
Seriously , they cant stay at the peak for any longer time .
Just heck care them . No help is to be given if they asked you to help out .
You promised me , last helping hand you are going to give already.
& No more .

Let them fall . I no longer have hopes for them .

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Someone , blabbered too much nonsense and tell me not to post the craps up.
But of course , I wont la ~.
Someone is off to dream about his darling in his lala land .
See I so good . Never say alot of details out =D
*twists*