Indefinite story 366

Unhappy things always comes at the same time.
One fine day , you heard something that you never wanted it to happen or know , you got so disappointed in life and your heart just got so upset.
The very next moment or the next day *BAM* another unhappy thing thing comes by .
And somehow it just joins up to a chain of unhappy moments.

For mine , when I first got to know it , I tried understanding and still clinging on to the smallest hope wishing you didn't . Weeks later , I came across something that thrashed my smallest hope of believing that you wouldn't.
Disappointment was all I felt , I wasn't angry.
I couldn't understand why you changed when you used to be the same as me.
The next day , it wasn't related to me but all these years I tried wanting to help the relationship between you two through you .
Nothing changed. I felt useless for not being able to help or to even change things, perhaps I yet to do enough.
The following day , honesty was the reason for hurting my heart.

"No , I'm better than this " that's what I told myself today.
I'm better than what I am now , I can handle my own emotions
It's their choices in life , not yours .
Even if you are unhappy with it , there's nothing you can do.
Nothing.
I can't accept changes in people I care but I can't ignore the disappointment I have in humans.
Grow up Yiling , not everyone and everything in the whole damn world is going the way you want them to be.

Because if you really cared , you wouldn't.

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