Indefinite story 142

是我太逞强但我不够坚强。

Sorry about such bad attitude towards most of the people who came to talk to me after recess.
I just dont know why I am like this .
Thanks to those who concerned.
Mood was terribly bad the whole day till now I still dont have a good mood.

7 People absent from school today . The class is pretty quiet except for some people who gives those nonsensical shoutings really irritates me each time they shouted.
Hongwei is quiet today and it is good because he always add to the noise pollution in class.
The reason for the noise makers are all because they all sick .
It is the flu season . Many is down with flu .
Teachers are also down with flu .
Takecare of your health nowadays.
I dont like to see people falling ill.
But basically , I bet I will be the one falling ill soon .

Dance today was like Omg .
Hours of dancing and i felt the whole world was spinning around.
I even felt like vomitting however my Vicks sweet helped me to reduce to feeling of vomiting.
I was depending on Shirleen to get myself back to the train to LRT.
Thanks baobei .
I didnt really talk alot today.
On the way near home , I saw mummy .
I told her I didnt wanted to go dance as I was really not feeling well at all.
Went to eat dinner and homed to pack my bag.
& off i went for ballet classes.
I wanted not to dance at first but eventually i still joined the class .

1 month time , you will see me doing it well teacher . Dont look down on me. I believe that i can do it so i will .


Seriously i am worried for you even i know you are fine now.
This insecure feeling dont make me feel well at all.
Hope to see you healthy coming back to school.
Rest well then and recuperate quickly from your operation.

你给我的关心我感觉的到。
但我不懂得如何跟你说我在想的事情。

Even when i am down , it is really something worth to cherish as the concern from others are like gems that is valuable.

I'm tired . I need a rest now.
How I wish there is a shoulder to cry , someone who can give me a hug full of concern.
I just feel emptied inside , tears is blurring my vision.
I dont know what wrong with me .
I am really not courageous enough , not brave enough .